Sinceramente Non Ne

1. What’s a question you’re afraid to ask? To whom?

“What question are you most afraid of asking and who are you most afraid of asking this of?”

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2. What’s something you hide about your personality?

I attempt to hide the almost crippling anxiety that floods over me when talking to people, especially strangers. I try really hard to hide that.

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3. What’s something other people think about you that you don’t agree with?

That I’m scary. I’m really not…mostly just scared and acting otherwise.

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6. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

Jesus I don’t know….I don’t happen to think I’m a very sweet person. Apparently I have a habit of giving people random little gifts that are incredibly sweet but I’m probably not the best judge.

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7. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?

Sing me a lullaby.

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10. Post a photo/draw a picture/write a poem (pick one) of a moment of personal significance.

Asking me for poetry…ooh you’re going to regret this one. Prepare for cryptic moment of personal significance of poetic arsenic.

“Don’t hold your breath, or do, what do I care?

Either way you’ll struggle. You’ll struggle against the acceptance or the refusal.

That was always your way.

 Are you – are you reaching out…to me?

Are you pressing your hand against the ice’s belly because you’re reaching out to me or because there’s not much else to do down there? Does it matter either way?…I fail to see the significant difference between those actions.

 I don’t know, I just don’t know. Hmph, I guess I don’t know much of anything anymore do I? I blame you for that. I guess I blame you for everything. Who else could possibly be to blame?

 All I wanted was to be happy. I do know, one of the few things really, that you tried so hard to give me that happiness but in truth you just kept messing everything up. Tried to make things better for me but made them worse. Ah, I guess I can’t blame you for that though. But I am and I do. That was always my way.

 The ice is distorting your face y’know? Makes you look calmer than you are, or calmer than you should be…after all I have no idea what you’re thinking or feeling right now. That was always our problem. I’d walk away from you if I could…but if I could do that we’d never have had any of these problems in the first place.

 It’s cold on the ice.”

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11. Which fictional character would you most like to have lunch with and why?

Tyler Durden. Because fuck wouldn’t that be a little adventure.

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13. What’s your least “politically correct” opinion?

Religion ruins lives more often than it saves them.

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15. What’s one of the most difficult things you’ve ever had to do?

Get over a certain someone.

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16. If you were an element on the Periodic Table, which would you be and why?

Francium. Cos dat shit’s fucking volatile XD

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22. What’s the oddest term of endearment you’ve ever used or that someone’s used for you?

“My tender little duckling.” Hey, you asked for an odd one.

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23. What motivates you in life?

Living. Specific motivations change with time, do they not?

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30. List 5 quirky things about yourself.

Five quirky things…ick…okay: I don’t like walking passed windows at night because I still have a fear of snipers, I throw my arms above my head when there is discussion about straitjackets, I fall asleep when I hear the sound of a heart beating, I still sleep with a teddy bear, I have a slight obsession with keys….I’m not sure if they count as quirky but that’s the best I got right now.

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31. Describe your dream library.

One with big squishy chairs that swallow you, giant sliding ladders that stretch up to impossibly high shelves and a massive skylight at the top that you can see the stars through…a nice big fireplace with a big rug in front of it…the usual really.

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35. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?

Ugh this one’s tricky…in an ideal world maturity should be the deciding factor but obviously there are some exceptions….in my opinion if you’re under 18 then a year or two’s difference is usually alright…over 18 well I guess you get a few more years lenience…it’s a tricky question to answer because there are so many variable factors…so sorry but I can’t answer that completely.

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36. What’s something you want to do that you’d be embarrassed to tell other people about?

I really like building fortresses out of silly things and playing out childish turf wars…but I always feel silly for thinking people will partake in such childishness with me.

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38. How do you approach social situations?

Usually either incredibly awkwardly or with so much hyperactive enthusiasm that I later come to regret it and fear that I’ve come across as obnoxious….in other words, never confidently.